You begged God so hard, but it seems — once again, not yours to keep.

So beautiful, but not happy at all — darling, honestly, what’s it gonna be?

You already dreamed of the aisle and the veil, and now you just weep.

So many times that it felt like the end — and you’re in too deep.

You thought you were the only one living in a fairy tale,

Walking through the city in those rose-colored glasses.

Until you love yourself, know this: no one else will, not a soul.

Your armor fell off, and you fell for illusions again — illusions take their toll!

And people, and people, and people, and people keep hurting you so.

And there you go, shattered again — and now you’re all covered in broken glass.

And there you scream: "God, how many more of these? Tell me, how long will this last?"

You argue with God, blame fate and your karma — but still,

Someone up in heaven is fighting for you with all their will.

Someone holds your hand when you fall asleep at night.

You thought it would last till you’re old — but it’s only a lesson in disguise.

They try to drown you again — you swim back into the light.

Who up in heaven loves you this hard, this endlessly?