“Burning Girl”

Verse 1 — 8 lines)
I feel it rising in my chest,
A kind of rage I know the best.
My hands start shaking, I can't stop,
My heart is pounding like a drop.
I see the red, I lose control,
It's like a fire in my soul.
And in that moment, I'm not me —
Just something wild, something free.

(Pre-Chorus — 4 lines)
But late at night, when all is still,
I feel a fear I can't conceal.
Who is this monster in my head?
I'm so afraid of what I've said.

(Chorus — 8 lines)

I'm so afraid of what's inside,
This monster I can't fucking hide.
He wants to break, he wants to burn,
And I don't know which way to turn.
I fight and fight, but gods, I'm tired,
My whole damn soul is set on fire.
So fuck it all — I let him in,
Tonight, I know, I'll never win.

(Verse 2 — 8 lines)
The smallest thing can set him off,
A broken glass, a word, a cough.
He wants to smash, he wants to break,
He doesn't care what's at stake.
And in my dreams, he comes alive,
A demon I can't push aside.
I wake up sweating, gasping air,
And wonder if he's really there.

(Pre-Chorus — 4 lines)
I try to breathe, I try to stand,
But fear is gripping both my hands.
What if one day I lose the fight?
What if he stays forever night?

(Chorus — 8 lines)
I'm so afraid of what's inside,
This monster I can't fucking hide.
He wants to break, he wants to burn,
And I don't know which way to turn.
I fight and fight, but gods, I'm tired,
My whole damn soul is set on fire.
So fuck it all — I let him in,
Tonight, I know, I'll never win.

(Bridge — 8 lines)
I used to think I'd win this war,
That I was so much fucking more.
But every time I push him down,
He comes back stronger, wears the crown.
Some days I cry, some days I scream,
Some days I'm lost inside the dream.
But maybe that's just who I am —
A broken girl, a burning flame.

(Chorus — 8 lines)
I'm so afraid of what's inside,
This monster I can't fucking hide.
He wants to break, he wants to burn,
And I don't know which way to turn.
I fight and fight, but gods, I'm tired,
My whole damn soul is set on fire.
So fuck it all — I let him in,
Tonight, I know, I'll never win.