Yesterday felt just like every day,

Nothing seemed out of place.

Then the world started changing

Right in front of my face.Now I stare out the window,

Watching headlights go by.

Trying hard not to break down,

Trying hard not to cry.Everybody says be strong,

But they don't know what's going on.

I'm holding on with shaking hands,

Doing everything I can.It feels like mountains fell on my shoulders,

And I forgot how to breathe.

The ground keeps slipping underneath me,

Taking all my certainty.I'm smiling when somebody sees me,

Pretending that I'm okay.

But every night I'm scared of losing

Everything that makes me stay.The silence gets a little louder

Every time I'm left alone.

And the future that I pictured

Doesn't feel like home.I keep counting every moment,

Every second, every day.