you hugged me and said it was okay, but you lied to me about everything, and why did I believe you? my favorite movie is about you. I wonder if you were telling the truth when you said you loved me. Why did you make me blush when I looked at you? My eyes were shining, my heart was breaking, and you were lying to me. Why, dear? you have elevated me to the heavens and the stars and the lies, how can I stop loving you, you have very much interested me, I have no right to lose you, and why the fuck? oh, I have died